Totally benighted again. Professor is angry about me which geopardizes the upcomming defence of my thesis. Even if I defend my thesis there is a question if he is going to accept me as doctorate student, which is probably he will not, so I will need to find another one. Damn!

Have left my job and am unemployed now. Mony are about to run out and my landlord is a jerk. Need to find a new place to work which is very hard. Damn.

Have to write some documentation for the programs I wrote for my last place of work. Plus I need to write a program for police racketeers. I still can not think of a way I will implement it and their patience is running out. And if there patience run out they can simply throw me out of this country. Also if I do not get admitted for doctorate I am also to be thrown out. Damn.

My wife which is reporting from her mother's house said that her mother is too weak to leave without her help so it looks like she is goig to stay there until mother gets well or dies. I do not know what is more probabley but I can tell for sure that either is not going to happen soon. Damn.

My wife's brother's business was built on selling satellite antennae and pirated smartcards for viewing a group of channels called NTV+. NTV+ changed the encoding on 1st of July and the new algorithm is asid to be in use by european TV broadcasters for four years now without being cracked. So his business is in ruin. Damn.

Doom and gloom. Damn.